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A DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY.
FAMILY FIGHTS.
DAD GOES AWAY.
MOM CHANGE PADLOCK
& BROTHER STILL HOT HEADED.
THANKS FOR GIVING ME THESE PRESENTS DEAR FAMILY.
Its really touching.


Like i told you people, my birthday always sucks.
& lastly , BOYFRIEND COULDNT CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY TOO.

SO, i guess i dont need any other more further expectations for my birthday.
BIRTHDAY= Throw it all away. USELESS.

When will you guys stop it?

Boyfriend gave me a bouquet of bear and a heart with three rosses in it for my upcoming birthday. Thanks Bf =). It's hard not celebrating my birthday with boyfriend, oh well. He can't do anything because he's in cisco right now. Just have to accept the fact ya . Huhu.

In School, i dont need to explain. Strictly for girlfriends.
Nadhirah owe me durian for my birthday present! yeey. Hope to find one tomorrow at geylang!
Nak durian! Nak jugak nak jugak nak jugak! huhu.

I'm happy cos there's still friends to celebrate my bdae.
Birthday plans, going out with mom buy office wear. Then after that will eat dinner at eatzie's. I guess thats it. heees.Saturday, maybe going out with bf to johor . It's gonna be fun. Please, make my day. =)

All i just have to say for now that i wont be loving you anymore. Its hurting me and yes, i hate you so fucking much. Its hard to get rid off you and i know, you would probably be lost right now.

uh. stop it. i just hate u.

Gosh.
Did nothing today. Woked up at 3pm. Watch soriority row and urh, it was fun but scary sial.
Then at 7pm meet boyfriend after crying badly cos i will not meet him for another five days or so. I know, im a crybaby. Then Boyfriend went off at 9pm. Then went home and lepak.

Chatted with indra ex-girlfriend and i feel rather odd. But still, i feel that there's a friendship bond between us even though, yes of course, she's my boyfriend ex girlfriend. Digging stories out of her past time stories with indra really cool me down. MY instincts will always be instincts cos the way i feel about her, is deffinetly out of the box. I feel a little ease after talking to her, and it make me calm down. We did talk about our past time and new time, my problems with indra and all & i just feel that she is someone which i would probably call her my friend.
She advice me on certain things and so, and i'm glad she's supporting in a way. We just have to keep it this way , She loves her boyfriend , i love my boyfriend.

Played the word game or something at facebook really crack my head. Gosh. It's really irritating and i just feel like slapping that game. Lol. But still, im Third baby!
After that played cooking dinner dash dinnertown studio for preview. Meaning you only can play for 1 hour. Gosh, was seriously having fun playing the game reaching level 13 , skali preview dahbis. Like wanna maki like that kan!

Can anyone buy me dinner dash dinnertown studio for my upcoming birthday . PLeasE? Anyone?

I guess, thats it. Tomorrow gonna go to school and will be karoake-ing with girlfriends! huhu. Long time never karoake! cant wait for it. Now, waiting for zahidah to call me, lambat siol. huhu.

Hehes, hello!
Yesh im back babes.
Well, i told you my boyfriend slept over my place right ? hehes, so yeah. The next day which is today , or last petang, Boyfriend went home.

We planned to go to johore since its been months for me since i touched that placed and worst , 3 years for boyfriend. huhu. So met each other at 4pm+ and reach johore at around 5.45pm+ since it was Jammed which would normally happens everyday. So just hangout at city square and we did shopped but for CD's! We bought, cinderella ( the original one!), bohsia,soriority row,transfomer 2 and ironman. Huhu. Then we hang around. Wanted to watch soriority row ( before we knew the cd is out ), but we turned it down. So yeah, Long time never isap sampoerna ( i think so , sorry for the ciggarettes erors, idk how to spell ah, jgn gundu kejap), at last i did. Hehes.

I treat boyfriend at Secret recipe for our belated 9th Monthsary.Got nothing to present, at least this will do =). Ordered lamb shank and i have no idea what is the name of boyfriend food's order but its the chicken with a cheese inside it, Ice lemon tea and ice choclate with cream with two butter rice. haha.Supposingly wanted to order dessert but both of us was seriously Full with the foods up there. YUUUUUM!.

SO boyfriend later on asked me to walk2 again at city suare and we went in the innercity path. Boyfriend then lead me to the cd shop and told me to look for any other cd that i wanted to buy, and he said he was going to the toilet. Pffft. Then i jst agreed. Boyfriend then came back and lead me to the exit sign near the lift and he gave me a bear with two hearts saying "I LOVE YOU". OMG!, he lied to me when he tryna say that he was going to the toilet. pfft. Obviously he's gone buying at the nearest shop. Idk. Lol. It was so sweet.








THAATS MY 9th Monthsary GIft!

What i gave him for 9thmontsary;

• A sony ericcson handphone

1. Treat cd's

Treat secret recipe.

Hahas, its the best. I love you, BOYE!

I guess that's the end of your LALALA land story?
Well, I just don't get anything right. No matter, i won't even try to say a thing. Mom and dad kept on telling me to apologize to you but i don't think it matters at all to you. Cos the final sentence you said to me was "don't take back all your words". Don't you worry , i'm not going to say anything or ruined anything in your future life and urh , what's the used of telling you anyways, you will still be hot-headed. You blamed me for everything that had happened in your past life, and cheers for you , you won't be suffering it anymore. Good luck & hope you will be glad and happy in your future life.
You choose the path you wanted, not me.
So dont come back and blame me for every little mistake you have done.
& remember, i suffer more in my childhood days rather than u. Because i have to take care of you, protect you, & accept every mistakes that you did cos your someone speacial in the family and most importantly , My parents don't want me when i was a baby & they rather watch you , nuture you every single night and day , and left me alone with a maid. My life may be as pathetic as yours in the past , its urs now. Good luck. I'm not asking for a sympathy, but its the fact. & yes, the truth hurts.

Im not going to say anything else. My life is perfectly normal and its great to be in school again! huhu. Im happy with the way i am. Thanks shah aka lyeena boyfriend for the cakes and the coffee bean cookies that u gave me. DELICIOUS! Ive change my room a little bit here n there. N yah, i think it's nice. haaaaaaah. I feel very irritated cos since im alone at home now, mom and dad has been giving me extra orders at home. Too much i guess? But nvm. I'll endure.

Thats it , im done blogging now. I guess my parents are trying to blame me for all this shit that happen? or Their just mad at me for not listening to them? I just dont get it.

PS: I saw this one hot aka cute guy while was at the train just now, and urh, i think i had a crush on him. Haha, goosebumps all over my body siol. But, just for 6 minutes entertaiment and pffft, i will never see him again. Can i have his facebook or hp number pls? Wait , i think his in cisco, or navy? idk. lol.

I ever asked myself , why issit so hard to be happy with someone that i love. & now i know the answer "cos when u need to be happy , u need to have a lot of patience and sacrifice for someone you loved."

Things are just as normal as it is now.
Boyfriend Book out on the saturday and we have some great time together. Its saddening when i came to his house and we kinda talk, we realise that getting him into cisco was a slight mistake.
For example ; 9th Monthsary, he couldnt celebratye it as he is still in camp , and it hurts me but it doesnt hurts me that much until..........
My seventeen Birthday, which would be on 28th October. It's saddening when u hope for something doesnt came up espeacially when u notice that he is so called the only boyfriend through my entire life who is still in a relationship mode with me. You know? For SIXTEEN years, ive been celebrating it alone, yes alone and i thought this year would be the one time BIG SURPRISE for me as im having boyfriend by my side. But No.. Ok, i guess it hurts soo much lah. I just dont wanna elaborate more.
Why? Why does everything that i planned, anuything that i want so much with boyfriend must be corrupted by other plans. Gosh, it irritates me. Ive gotta let this ouut.
EVerything that i want which never happened or corrupted by other plans.
~Bouquet of rose flowers
~Any popular brand necklace
~Boyfriend license ; class 2A and 3
~Presents
~ Every monthsary celebration
~ Birthday celebration with boyfriend
~ Stop money issues
~boyfriend stable job
~Boyfriend new handphone
~motorcycle .
~helmet with my very own caderella design
I guess thats it, but i know theres many more that i want.

Labels: sorry people, Too much broken english

Tell ya'll a secret ; im fucking tired. Really.
Gosh, its been tiring nowdays and urh, i dont even know how do i start elaborating.

Okay , it was fine last tuesday when i went out with ite mates.We meet each other at 11am and ended our journey at 10+pm. So reached home and sleep.

The next day, which is fine wednesday went out hari raya-ing with boyfriend till 11+pm. Back home, slept at 2am.

Then the next day , fine thursday, woked up at 5am, 6 am went out of da house, send boyfriend to paya lebar for his camp. Hugs n kisses and bubboye and was home at 10am. 10 am sleep , 3pm woked up, manager called to come to work, 3.45 out of da house and 5pm reached work. Work till 12am and went home , reached at 12.45am. Sleep.

So yeah, SUPPOSINGLY, i was suppose to work at 9am today but i just cant stand it. My eyes are so damn heavy cos i dont have enough rest. So yeah, thats basically my life now. Gosh, my manager seriously mad at me sia. Pfft. But i just cant take it already. Im too tired. So yeah, ill be relaxing at home today.

GOSH, tomorrow gonna work again. So tiring kan? I feel like dying already. Nowww, i think i end my post here. Im getting lazier. be gonnneee ! lENGETTTT PE SIAA!