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29.4.09 01:34

Swing!

Hello Again.

Yes, Today woke up very very early today.

Woked up at 6am.

Went out around 7am.

Met lyeena at bishan interchange.

First lesson, class was so damn quiet cos all the noisy people skip that ofc class.

Understoodable.

So, 2nd lesson, went OSA, im starting to hate that lesson lah, really.

And LPDX was cancelled.

Met Boyfriend around 6pm, hang around at the house. We played chang2 again. haha. We go circles and circles. Then went off with brother and boyfriend and met mum at marsiling mrt. Say bubbye to boyfriend at jurong east cos he's gonna go back to his camp. continued the journey to kak mey new house.

Wahlauweii, lawa sia umah. haha. Then went back home. Did nothing.

Settle some "issues" with best friend. ( u know i know). Sms boyfriend. the blogged. yehah. so thats it.

Im doing really2 fine with my boyfriend. Yes, im very happy right now.

28.4.09 01:42

haah, a fat girl trying to be slim for the day. lols. stop it soyal.

Hello.

I know, my blog is getting boring-er and boring-er.

But urh, i really dont have the mood to make the blog very exciting and stuff.

So, again.

I skipped school today, i dont seem to know why im starting to hate school so much. gosh,too lazy lah. wtv. Boyfriend met me down my block at around 12+, proceeded to his place and went out at 3pm. So slow walk went to polyclinics, what else, took MC. haahs, i waste $9.50 for that stupid mc plus medication lah. so stupid nia. The went to buy the cloths above, so underground.

so, after that went teh tarik and ate Nasi ayam while boyfriend ate mee goreng mata lembu. Coincidentally met Abg Eus and apai, Kompangers. Proceeded to Outram buy Mom's Joint dunnow what pill.

Then went back to Tampines and Coincedentally met his Ex-girlfriend.Randomly, im the one who told my boyfriend that i saw his ex girlfriend, i never seen her before, only in friendster i guess. haahs, firstly, no im not jealous, dont know why suddenly my emotions feel so cool and rilexing. Even though she touch him, play2 only,, kutoking him said his fat. haha.Kohaja. I just put a smile on my face. huhus. So went off and went to afghanistan to buy some ciggs, but thanks to the rating there was no one standing there. tetek. went off lepak at i really dont know what block is that. Then went to sunplaza tampines. Lepak2, around 11pm went home, so yahh.

Thanks boyfriend for everything.

Gosh, to my old peeps, have i change myself for the better or for the worst?

What an understanding boyfriend.

But he still a sucka though. haaah. BUT i still love him. more than my clothes in my closet. Ok, yes , L.A.M.E.

One love,

one story,

oNe dictionary.
Sahira & Shahindra

27.4.09 00:58

Halu2.

yes im back.

Today, did nothing where else just sleep the whole day till 12pm.

entahh lah. haahs, lepak2, at the house.

At 6pm went out to go pasar ALONE. yes.

Push the trolley.

wtv. then watch The army daez at Octo. Fucking fun lah sia.

You've got to watch it! HAHA.

fun2. Then talk to my boyfriend.

ouhkie.

so yahh.

bye.

25.4.09 23:54

Not trying to be very classic but ive just bought my G-shock lime green watch.

Haha, FAKE. Randomly , i started hanging out with my so called "adik beradik, 846 or TNX". It's fun though. Gosh, its been months since i ever hardly too a TORN nite out since i entered this Bishan campus. urhhh!. Oh yeah, so, got to know this guy,named as Apul ( his face looks alike like adi putra). He loves lime green stuff's . You know what's caught my attention? that brand new G shock watch of course! haahs,seronok oi. wtv. It's not mine anyways.

Mat rep

So, today, went NDP. Gosh, i hardly breathe today.The instructor kept on changing and changing the steps every single practise that we had. urh! Stress. My legs are serious aching right now. So, after that went out eating lunchi with qida and farhana (ITS : i think So). Then met boyfriend . Then went 846, again, hangout with TNX. So, blablabla, surprise cake comes, went to kak zie house to put the cake in the refrigerator & playes with Matrep and Minahrep.( both cats, kuching parsi!). Gosh, their bulu so lebat lah like carpet u know. smooth. NATURAL some more. waahh. so that lepak again. Then went woodlands mart, eat food , thanks to * urh , i dont know how to spell her name * for treating the whole group dinner. much appreciated. then went back 846. then went home.

Minah rep

Near the bus stop, boyfriend suddenly gave me a letter. gosh. & let me tell ya, it's very plain and simple, not surrounded with beautiful flowers of words but it's so meaningful. I can see his sincerity & i love him so much.

things may not seems like what it was used to be like before. I dont want any more interuptions coming in to ruin my relationship. I may be yours one day, but it will make a long time for you to wait for that momment of truth. So just remember, went im with my Love, just put a smile on your face and act normally like what u used to do. Even though you may not like that kind of person whom i love.It will make me feel better as i would feel so proud of having you as my past time lover. Get that message?

i wanna sleep now, i cant take it anymore. Torn and never slep and tired and ndp and stupid stuff and blog.

24.4.09 01:00

Ready for a new image?

Yes i guess. It's been MONTHS since i cut my hair and yesterday seem to be the perfect time to new style it all. Lucky there was this one fabulous cousin of mine, Who else rather than MirahMey, who is talented enuf to cut my hair.

Of course, It's always turns out nice, even though it may seem a little be akward. I like it. Except for the wrong hair positioning. siakk.

So school was preety usual. Randomly many people came up to me and asked "why u wear contact lenses?", it may seem so weird for them to look at me like that. haaahs. Aye, no worries, i Aint no Minahs. Haaahs. Maybe its been a long time i had ever use contact lense in school, or i never did? idk. More worser , Nad told me that it was the first time that im wearing blue uniform? out of the blue? hhaha.

During the Marhaban , or shall i say, my hair cutting session done by mirahmey, boyfriend was with me too. When i dyed my hair, when i cut my hair. Ok so laame. Yes i know. So, while waiting for that stupid dyed hair , we kinda talk to each other again, letting out the hateness that we have for each other during the pass month. I just cant seem to understand him that much. He was talking with me with a soft voice, like mat jiwang u know? I dont know why but i feel so suddenly in love with him. I know his my boyfriend, but i never felt so touched by his voice, his talk, i mean, my boyfriend deffinetly did not give his sweetalks like any other guys would do. He talks plain and simple, but meaningful. haaahs. Idk. I sometimes couldnt understand him , nor could i read his face about what he thinks and what he feels, but deep down i know, that the conversation that we had yesterday night, was for Real. Now i came to realise that he really truly love me and he never wants me to be apart from him. He really showed me what's real love is all about & im fucking glad i found him.

His my Inspiration

My love

My soul

My everything.

Mr Shahindra.

Crazy old random stuff, Ive forgotten to mansion that i bought Cinderella poker card while i was out with ain. SO yeah, Poker anyone?

22.4.09 00:11

Shiitos.

Random stuff i guess.

It's been chronic these few days.

i know.

Oh ya, when was it again, monday, went out with Nur ain bte yacoob. so so loong time best friend.It's been ages since we both went out TOGETHER. YAAASIR!. haha. so , my deaest S4L, where are u? We didnt do much actually. We just went to causeway point, walk walk to some of the usual store we walk into, go pasar malams, and talk all the way back, usual, walk back to home sweet home. Had a sweet time though,yes , i very much agree i miss her so damn much. haha, AIN ALL GROWN UP, ok mrepek.

So tuesday, of course, school till 4pm, lepak with lyeena and boyfriend named SHAH too. Well, not bad lloking aye for shah,haha, Dont worry, i love MR shahindra.MP. So, off to meet boyfriend around 4+ and urh yeah. We went to vivocity for no reason and just play at the small swimming pool above vivo city. open our shoes and rest our stinky feet on the small swimming pool. Fucking relaxing lah. Gues what? There's a teenager, 14+ i guess Swimmig at the small not so called swiiming pool. Sungguh takda motive. haha. So, after getting bored, both decided to splash each other with the pool water. Ended up being half body soaked in Wetty wet , mostly the JEANS. sucka, it took 1, 1/2 hours to dry up. haaahs. So boyfriend sent me home and urh, reached granny house. random.

Back at home chatted with randomly, Mr shahrul bin sunawar Ali. Yeahhhh, his the past of the great pass MR black. hahaa, it was crazy i'll tell ya. Gosh, Shahrul is very jealous now because i last longer that indra then him. haha, dont know lah, dont wanna say anything. LALALA. that psycho ex-boyfriend.
So went to school around 11am, i know, i woke up late okay. sorry.huhu. Seems so bored. What should i say, i contacted Aqmal, if your all remember, his my ex too, ( OK2, i have only 6 EX) , This friday maybe meeting him at YISHUN campus because i had OAC stuff and he had his badminton interclass or watever they called it. JINX! huhu, miss him so much. Really! and he missed me too. Aqmal is the most nerdy good boyfriend i ever ever had, even though sometimes he asked me all the stupid questions. citot.awww, lets just say shahrul and aqmal miss me. Yaaaa riiiiighhht. I guess this year is a speacial year for remembering the memories aites.. so sweet..NOT!

I met WAN,chat with shahrul, Contacted with AQMAL. Random. I wonder where's the rest who leave me?

haha. mrepek. Oh yah, i took the whole week off, because im too tired. NO extra lesson/class/cca. Except for friday. hheeees

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20.4.09 00:42

Peek a boo!
Yes, its been a god damn few days i hardly touched Blog again. Gosh.
I've been busy, like always.
Wait....! I'm not busy because of Mr Shahindra but im busy because of school and exactra.
Multiple project are coming up and it seems that i have no time preparing it.
Gosh. I wish i can scream out loud now.
Again, let me give you my week schedule.
Monday: 9am-3pm.
Tuesday:8pm-4pm, 4pm-6pm.( floorball )
Wednesday: 8am-4pm, 8pm-10pm ( Salsa, rumba class)
Thursday: 12pm-4pm, 4pm-6pm ( floorball )
Firday: 8am-12pm, 2pm-5pm ( Dance, OAC)
Saturday: 10am-4pm ( National Day Dance) [ From May onwards)
So yeah, dedicating my life to this shits up there.
Tired enough? yes i guess.
My muscles is aching right now. gosh. dengs!
I dont know what to say right now, I'm soooo tired.

Oh yeah, yesterday went to meet best friend. Did'nt do much cos I'm so tired due to NDP. tetek.
BFF bought Havanas Slippers, KAYA KAN BEST FRIEND AKU?
haha. Lepak at esplanade. took some stupid pics, best friend dont wanna post it at his pic because he says his pics look like bangla, ( sedarr pun! haha ).
Today, met boyfrieend, its been 3 days, yeah, so chat about my attitude and stuff.
About his like and dislikes about me.
Okay, i can take it.
It's all about understanding.
Sumpah mcm paham tolong.

HAHA, THIS IS SOOO PRIMARY 2 i guesS?
Haha, Im the Center One, Blue KUrongs.
TETEK.

Did i tell u guys im in tarian?
Im on the Left.

15.4.09 02:32

As usual, i skipped OFC class this morning. Darn. Idk why. This morning is such a sueeyy timing. Got some problems which i dont even want to try telling you guys and accidentally left my HP at home after i lock the gates. Ps: I lost my house keys. So yahhhh (y).

Rushed to Bishan and skipped another class yet again to watch the competition. lalala. Idk what, then went canteen then go to this three hour stupid class then went home then slept till 12.30am . By the time, my inbox was so damn full that i have to delete mostly 40 msges. shittos. Too many people text me today and im yet to know why. huhu.

So sorry for boyfriend for not entertaining him at all because of my carelessness of not bringing the HP to school and also sleep till midnight. I miss him so much though. Really am. I want him now please? oh plss.

I think that's it?

yeahhh.

So Saturday, Ndp dance and out with best friend. Anymore plans?

Shittos.

Im tired lahh, wanna sleep.

Congratulations to B.delicious 1 for coming in 3rd for the competition.

Proud of you guys. Make bishan proouud!

Haha.

Oh ya, TMC, congratulations for winning 1st!

Gooo TMC! and 3oT of course.

Supporters over heeree!.

14.4.09 00:50

Sidekicks in his buttocks.

Huhus.

Shittos, It's been 3 weeks ive been having my holidays and it feels like im a newbie in school today. Dont know why. So, start off things are getting lamer in school. Thang You headmaster for not letting the teachers to give your students their CA marks, fuck New Policy.khoorkh. Swp, was super crazy. Fair game? NOT!

So, later that day went to meet boyfriend. Between, Happy 3rd Monthsary for Sahira and shahindra. Haha. So, was 1 and a half minutes late because i woke up late. Sorry love.Went to eat at our normal cofeeshop at jurong east, then went chinese garden. Them that's all i guess? huhu. I bough him a watch with his favourite colour in it, black and gold wrap in a box with pink colour straps, a

stawberry lollipop and a love letter of course. I dont know why but it seems that pink has become my awesome colour today. To be exact, TODAY only. Lime is still mine though.He bought me hershey's cookies and cream, my favourite, thank you loves.

So, yeahh, back home ate satay .

Bff wanna die because he has no shopping Money. Idiot.*Angry!*.*Angry!*.*Angry!*.*Angry!*.*Angry!* .*Angry!*

I know, ive change alot righht?

Dont worry, i wont change anything else. huhu.

11.4.09 16:31

Freaking Much?

Huhus.

Yes i know , i shouldnt be back till tomorrow nite.

Having a rest right now, so why not blog along since im free.

So as usual, i blogged using the cybernet whatever shyt. It cost 15 ringgit per HOUR. EXPENSIVE? ok lah. Gosh, So First day , yesterday was preety ok i guess. I mean, we reach at 2pm then waited for that stupid queue till 4pm. So rest all the way till 5pm went out to ate dinner.

Let's presume that Genting highland It's not that good in handling food and such? Gosh, do not i repeat do not eat at Genting highland kopitiam. sumpah mrepek nak mampos siaa. haha.

So, went jalan2 at the usual place then played pool. It's teh first time i saw My dad playing pool. random much? I know. Mum's doesnt play because she has menses cramp. aiyah. So, off playing pool and in to playing bowling. I know, we family suddenly become so united. dots. So, i won the game. haha! Girl power! so, nextt was shopping. i didnt buy anything except for gelangs. Not interested in anything else u see.

So, by the time it was 10pm and yeahhhh , boyfriend called me and we talk and we slept. The hotel was ok though, thanks to the window scenery, facing another room, ahhh, just like facing my room window. darn! So next morning, which deffinetly is today , went off around 11am , ate at this idk place. The food was delicious, 10 times delicious than that screwed kopitiam. tetek.

SO after that, went toooo... OUTDOOR THEME PARK! yey! It was fun, we only take a boat ride to dinasaur world.I took pictures with IGUANA! And place this swing2 thing. ZOMG! till got more to play , but ended up me and abg went into some hot clothes and shop alll the way. I mean, we stil can play cos it will last till 10pm. Mum and dad is resting now at hotel, so yahhh.After this we gonna play again, and huhus watch movie? Gosh. i have a very beautiful family vacation.

im starting to miss ella and girl girl so much. how are they? oh! i hope they eat and rest well. I missed them so much puhlease.

Best friend, what should i buy for you?I dont know what to buy. ohno! Nothing over here suite your taste , except for some tengkoraks. haha. Stupid kan?

best friend i missed ya!

Thats all i guess? Nothing elesE?

Labels: two more days till 3rd monthsary

10.4.09 02:29

Hello My most beloved Blog readers,

My very own reading kepo's,

here's the story for today.

I accompany Najib The Bone at 3am just to buy a pack of Next cigg.

Then hangout at the nearest basketball court and talk whole day long. Went off at 6am. Bathed and clean the house. 7.15am out to jurong east to send some personal stuff. Decided to rest for a while but have no time already. Grandma cook for me because she thought that im gonna lepak at the house until afternoon. I dont have time to ate breakfast, straight away met Cousin Mey and walked to Chinese garden. Then took train till CCK. Meet Qida off to woodlands. Take 168 drop at tamp int. Took 31 and there i was ITE SIMEI, Dance NDP for 1 and a half hours. Then lepak. Met boyfriend around 2pm+ at his bus stop. Go my house, stomach cramp, I HATE P.E.R.I.O.D time. Cannot take it. Sleep. 6 wake up, boyfriend bored. Bathed. causeway.Pasar malam.Dinner. Treehouse.Talk.Hug n kisses.Play games. Slap2 hand until blueblack.Chopsticks.gigit2.Kecoh. 11pm.home.

so yeahh, that is all. Im just lazy to tell you readers the whole story, but im sure u guys/gals can briefly understand the short form thangy. haaahs.

Im going Genting in a few hours time now.

Damn sure gonna miss u guys.

Even though its just three days.

Im gonna miss my boyfriend!

If you guys saw my boyfriend with any bitch around, just text me.

urhh, using my Xpax number.

Alamak, i forgotten already what the number is.

Panjaaang sangat lahh.

Alahh singapore pon boleh lahh

Bestfriend fir, sorry for not meeting you today. My bad again.

ILYA

See You on Sunday, Everybody.

Labels: i would go to cybercafe and blog during my Genting trip ok people, If i had time

8.4.09 23:23

Holidays almost over. Im yet to finished up three stupid projects which i havent started doing 1. So , it's gonna be a rush.

So, as for today, woked up arouund 5pm, i seriously dont know why im becoming more like sleeping beauty. Lepak till death at home. Did nothing. Chat with best friend for how long i couldnt remember. Then webcam. Then went off to rumba class.

Damn stupid sia that rumbla class. it's The last lesson. Again, i dont understand myself this days, I'm becoming more and more sensitive then i used to. I never fail myself like this before. Coach kept on repeating and repeating the steps. Usually, i can cope with it. But it seems that it's get it. It's an easy step , but i just couldnt simply move that body. Maybe body overweight? haaahs. I know, im getting fatter. lols. Really, i kept on falling. But not to the extend where i drop to the floor. Nono!. So, coach kept on repeating and his face became so cramp that it makes me loose interest. I mean, I only did a small little mistake and he goes "nonono, its like 1233333....4". When i saw Everyone else dancing, they did the same mistake as me , they did not need to be corrected. Yes, When i was dancing with coach , i think he saw my moody face , he said to me " You know why i teach you like this , because i want you to be perfect as the competitors". Like i said, Everyone there is learning Beginner stage. Coach see me as an intermediate or shall i say Competitors going for competiton? I mean, i know. It's give me stress.

It's good for him to treat me like that , but i just simply that kind of girl which easily gave up when people show me their faces. Damn!. I can see from the first time i step into the Dance society, they really liike me alot. Coach wife really2 like me. Coach and wife said they want me to take up "instructor course". Yes, i like it.huhus. Mum said to me that everyone kept on praising me and i just dont see it coming. Only coach wifes praise me alot. Maybe the rest are jealous of me? or maybe they just simply know that im not that EGO girl. So they dont mind. wtv.

So back home, go pasar, buy mcdonalds. Watched this christma sgain, and im gonna sleep after that. heees. best friend, Just say you miss me. idiot. haha.

00:25

so, for today.

Boyfriend came to my house after not meeting for three days.

I was still sleeping though.I didnt realise that i was having a conversation with him during my beautiful sleeping time. Gosh. So, When opening the door, i accidentally show him my sleepy face. Gosh. Lols, Im seriously sleepy that momment, i dont even know why. Damn!. It's alright, boyfriend had seen it alot of time. So yeah. Boyfriend wanted to watch HouseBunny but i rejected because that movie is so Sexy. lols. Jealous i can say. haaahs. So, We watched this christmas feat special actor which is my most cutest Chris brown ( well, not anymore, fucked Rihanna , too much Disturbia!) On DEMAND TV. I know Demand tv is lame but sometimes it does make me go out of boredoms.

I still remember that momment when i first watch this chirtsmas at an internet, it was a year ago? I'll tell ya, ive gone too soo many website searching for that this christmas movie , they have the poster, But they DONT have the video. It's private for watever shit it is. Gosh!. But since i Was SOOOO into chris brown that momment i searched for that video for 3 idiotic hours and i almost gave up, but suddenly , the video just pop up in front of me! woohoo! Im soo gladd and all i do was telling Ain, my best friend , How great that movie was. Also, Ive to gone to HMV few weeks after that with Ain , to buy this christmas Movie, BUT ended up, there's no such tittle. What the hell. I dont seem to remember that singapore had published This Christmas movie yet so can say if the movie is not published at singapore yet, it means, there's no cd. durh. So instead of actually buying The NO CD of this christmas , i bought chris brown album. so yahhh.

Watever, So during watching this christmas, Ive bathed and blablabla. Smoked outside the corridor and suddenly.. This one women age around 20+ came to us and said " hi, im [her name] and im here to survey regarding ciggarettes, it would take up for 20 to 30 minutes. would you mind?" I was like WTF. She asked me whether i smoked or not but i pint point at my boyfriend. im underage! how am i suppose to do this survey & luckily he smokes SINGAPORE CIGGARETTES. haaahs. So , Randomly The question are so plain damn stupid. For example, Viceroy.marlbloro, next,texas,skl, which of these cigarretes mostly like "business man?" and " Honest workers?" . Like i said. its plain stupid. So many stupid questions man. Boyfriend cheated alot i may say, because i know his entire life he smoke ILLEGAL ciggarettes. He have to give a Fake sentences like , " i smoke viceroy menthol for a year or so". haha, kaya nahh matair aku. Pls. Enough already, That survey paper was seriously thick like hell sia. wahlau wei. it really took you 30 minutes to finished up the whole sheets. darn, but at last , we received $10 Ntuc fairprice voucher for free. Who doesnt want free stuff? haha.

So went of to cck and bough myseld a three quarter pants for $18 . Guess whatt? CCK cotton on has it 70% off sale. Fuckker. Mostly the item sold there cost less than $10? Fishead! Im broke , so all i can doo is watch the shopaholic people by their stuff. Wtv, Ate at alameen and we never paid for it. haha. First time sia.Busted. Free food!. Shh, jgn kecoh2 oi. Badi jugak aku. so, back home and didnt do anything? talk to boyfriend on the phone until 3+. Cant sleep. then ella became very very chronic. She's getting sicker mannn. gosh. i wish i could send her to the vet. Ohh plsss.

6.4.09 14:49

1.Are you currently in a relationship?

♥ Yes, Im Reserved By Shahindra .

2.Have you ever been given a teddy bear?

♥ Yes, Mostly i guess.

3.What are your all-time favorite love story movie?

♥ Anna and the King , But that doesnt make it romantic.

There's lots, Seven brothers, titanic, twilight.

4.Are you in love right now?

♥ Yes please im really in love right now.

5.Do you believe that everyone has a soul mate?

♥ Yes, everyone has their own soul mate, so stop eye-ing my BOYfriend! hees.

6.What's your current problem?

♥ I just dont know how to stop Jealousy from coming. Any Helpline?
7.Have you ever had your heart broken?

♥ Yes, but my heart already recovered, im ok now.
8.Your thoughts ON online or long distance relationships?

♥ its cool actually, seriously ive tried it before, but it's LAME lah. Long distance relationship is good , but, i just can stop meeting him for 3 three days.
9.Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?

♥ Yes, I've already got one friend that is more than a friend which is my best friend. Fake husband. But of course, His just a best friend for now.
10.how many kids you want to have?

♥ CAD = Caca, Ally, David? , make it three. haha. idk.
11.What is/are your favorite color/s?

♥ LIME one and only.
12.Who is your celebrity crush

♥ Ryan Sheckler Chris brown David Archuleta Garett Hudland
13.Do you believe you truly only love once?

♥ Nope, i dont believe in that.

14.Imagine you're 40 & your spouse just died, would you get re-married?

♥ I would only if i met my 1st love, or any deep lover.
15.Do you believe in love at first sight?

♥ Not love a first sight, let's say, crush at first sight.
16.What song do u want to be played at your wedding?
♥ Salsa and rumba song babay! Im gonna dance with my husband! bambambam!

Randomly, ive just have the mood of doing some stupid survey.

Gosh. I mean, im soo bored right now. I dont even know what i wanna do now.

Boyfriend busily sleeping today and maybe he's so tired. I can understand that.

Today is boyfriend Mom birthday and so, i msged her instead of indra tell her. Luckily she replied, or else, i wont think that she likes me at all. Maybe i gain 20% of her likeness in me? huhus. I hope so. Maybe meeting boyfriend at nite?

It's been very chronic these few days and im yet to find out why. I've been reading blogs since im bored and get One important thing when reading over all the blogs, RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS, that's saddening. Maybe this months, it's not a good month for Lovers ♥. haaahs. But i hope everything is ok by now.

It's almost 3 month now and im doing fine with boyfriend. It's been a loong time since i hardly ever touch 3rd monthsary. for 2 years i guess? loong time. I guess, he's very very good in handling me, even though there's no controls.Maybe the way he treated me as a lady instead of a young playful teenager? Idk. But im thankful i have him by my side or else i think i maybe singling all the way. Sometimes, its my fault for starting a fight/quarrel, but what can a girl do? It's emotions that hurts her alot. Darn! But no matter what i still love my boyfriend.

Ive been thinking, Have i had any true friend now? Cos all i did now is hanging out with my best friend, my cousin and my boyfriend only. I missed the old times, spending time with my secondary school friend. Maybe they or I am busy to myself to hangout or watever shits. I feel that im lacking of friends. I missed S4l, when are u gals gonna hang out? shiitoos. I hope u girls do ok2.huhu.Rindu.

. So, For my family part, Ella and girl girl is very healthy. lolx, they've been running across the hall through the kitchen up my bed and down the staircase. SO yeah, i can say they are very very Fit now. I just wish they can go for my fitness test. (y) . Parents Getting busier, cos i only saw them after 11pm. Brother more worst, dont know what's he's doing , Dancing all the wya from morning till dawn till midnight. So, i only can see him when he's sleeping. Random. SO, At the house, u can see me, and ella and girl girl. and me again. So yeahhh. Stress!

All of the sudden i felt i wanna tell you guys everything. Gosh , maybe i just have the mood for it, or watever. So, again, even though life is very very boring, i still enjoyed it. even though there's too many butch in your life, too many hair at your ampits, cockroach became your very own pet, Your granny smokes ciggar, Your ice cream get stolen, your kitten bite your money, it's a B-E-A-U-T-F-U-L

Life.

Labels: 1 more week till 3rd monthsary., 4 more days till Genting

5.4.09 21:45

Slacking at home for the weekends starting to make my butt very itchy.

I've got to go out tomorrow, but where? darns! It's gives me headache thinking where to go and such. Arrghs! Mygrain mygrain!. Whatever shits, maybe Planning to take a stroll walk at Johor Jeti? Idk.

Woke up at 4pm today. Yes, randomly, im starting to sleep late night already. Yesterday, slept around 5.30am. So, understoodable for my Sleepyness. Did nothing at home. Force myself to Watch tv the whole day long, and kept on refreshing and refreshing my blog for more than 10 times for no reasons. Gosh. Cooked Tom yam soup , Ayam Goreng spread with kicap manis and honey and the most important meal, RICE. yeah. so that was about it.

Boyfriend at camp today.I dont know whether i'll be meeting him or not. darns!SHYTTOS. Oh yeah, ive forgotten something , remember the day i went fishing ? yeah, ok so when me and boyfriend left my house, boyfriend EX girlfriend suddenly called, and i was really in the WTF mode. I mean, i do let him talk to his ex Gf and watever stuff but aye, i thought it will be a 2-5 mins conversation, BUT ended up they talk from my house till woodlands interchange, which last long till 15-20 mins? I know its just an EX , but hey, jealousy comes at your girlfriend here! I know u missed your ex-girlfriend so much since your relationship with her last for 2 years and 8 months, but that doesnt mean i have to share my joy with you and her. oH common. Doesnt life get any better? Oh yeah, Remember the time that i said i talk to his EX gf on the phone? yeah, she said "ohh, its been a long time i never meet indra". She's trying to get my attention! URH! What can i say, i have to be very very very very verrrryyyy understanding, so i said to her " if you wanna meet him go ahead, i dont mind". That was seriously a LIE. urh! I dont understand this jealousy thangy. gosh!, now i know how much girls hate guys when guys flirts with a girl. Ohhh nononono. Im gonna slap his face when he hugs that ex Gf's of his. urhhh!

It seems that someone is trying to get my attention.

Labels: I just dont like it when it comes to understanding boyfriend

4.4.09 22:45

Went fishing today.

Boyfriend fetch me from home.

Went out at 7pm. Reached around 7.45pm.

Wait for boyfriend at void deck with wandi.

Talk To Boyfriend Ex-Gf at's wandi phone. ( RANDOM)

Boyfriend went down, went pasar.

Buy Some Udang , kecohing.

tooked bus , Went Tamp Interchange. Took 29 drop halfways cos wandi friend wanna give us a ride.

Took the car ride and went Changi beach club, but too many people there.

Decided to change at Tanah merah, Went off.

Went changi village to buy something else, Then saw bapoks.

Then off to tanah merah. Got inside joke.

People Fall down from Motor-bicycle in exactly front of us.

While eating.haha. Because that rider accidentally hit my tapawe plastic.

i dont know how to spell tapawe, or plastic container.

Then he fell down, wandi help by pulling his bike.Not Helping the rider.

So, went down to tepi pantai. Fish until got no life. keep on putting the Udang so many times, because the fish bite it already. No Fish wanted to come to us.

So accidentally slept. Dunnow what happen.

At 5 mins to 6am went off to boyfriend void deck. the most Phobia thing happened. His mom and dad was at home. Boyfriend called his mum and said im coming home to wash up and all. His mom said ok i guess. Ive became so kanchiong all of the sudden. Because i was wearing T-shirts and shorts. Asked boyfriend how do i look liked. PS: This is my first time Meeting boyfriend's parent. I never did met any of my EX-boyfriends parents. Ohh dammit!. Still remember it Was 6am. When my sleepyness face like an ogur turn into a fresh babe. Met his mom and said "hi" instead of " assalamualaikum" , wth. Bathed at the toilet. Went out, his mom gave us milo and some food. NUTELA. Get interviewed by her. Like OMG. Random question i asked her : " Cik tak memancing?" and " Cik suka perhiasan?" Wth. I know it sounds stupid but omg , i was really in the shocking mode. damn.

So went off, boyfriend sent me home to wlds.

Talk talk talk.

Went back.

Sleep.

Woked up at 7pm.

and yeah. thats it.

A thousand aplogise to best friend Nazurah for not coming to celebrate her bdae party. happy seventeen girlfriend!

Labels: 1 more week till 3rd monthsary, 6 more days till Genting

2.4.09 23:21

Went out With Qida today.

Qida Arrived at 9am.

both Accidentally Slept till 2pm.

Went out around 3pm+

Play pool at woodlands centre.

Went Coswaypoint.

Watch the Movie Confession of a shopaholic.

It very very funny. Good to watch! trust me.

To all people who loves shopping damn much, uve gotta watch that movie.

VERY IMPORTANT.

So, after that ate at Banquet. Talk all the gossips that we could.

The we walk , walk , take a look at sneakers.

Hop into the John Little.

So many things wanna buy there.huhus.

Then went home.

Tomorrow, maybe out with boyfriend?

Its been a day and i missed him so much though. goooshh.

Ive moved on.

heees.

Labels: 1 week 1 day till Genting Highland

00:13

So went out with Boyfriend Yesterday and today.

Yesterday, met him around 12pm at woodlands

Took 168 bus and Lepak at his crib until 3 to 5 pm.

Wait for wandi at Tampines interchange and went to ECP to eat at the hawker place, but, stupidly, The hawker shop was close due to spring cleaning.

Asshole, walk from carpark E to carpark C to Parkway Parade.

Ate there and foooshh go home.

Today met Boyfriend at 4 plus at Marsiling Mrt.

Went to Outram to buy some random stuff.

Then ate At Bk.

Ate rendang and stuff.

Talk about My Australia days. haha.

Ps: Randomly, I bought a pack of Next chill ciggarettes without being ask for an IC. Boyfriend was Not there.COOL? yah i know. Random. Lol.

So smoke till death.

Then went to Admiralty,

Go this pasar place wanting to buy some drinks.

Ended up playing Vegetable fight.

Saddingly, That one big Long cucumber broken into two.

Thank to boyfriend. WTH.

haha, so went rumba class.

Danced Rumba like hell.

My boyfriend accompany me all the way.

Laughing at me Dancing, Video some stupid stuff.

Stupid sia?.

then OTW to pasar,

Play Somr wrestling Sayang2 game.

Biting him is sooo coool!

haha, i love seeing his cramp face.Fucker. lol.

So end of that, Went to pasar and mummy bought KFC.

Sooo yeah, Boyfriend went home , drop at woodlands.

So went home.

11.56pm. Prank my Boyfriend , msg him and said

" You , i kene tendang keluar umah".

He straight away called me and said " u kat ne?"

And i said " kat umah"

He said " ah?"

And i said " HAPPY ARPIL FOOLS DAY!!!!"

He was like, THAAANKKS EH.

And he thought 1 st april is today,thursday.

Bodoh kan matair aku?

haha.

random.

I havent eat nor bathed yet.

Gonna do it later.

Yum2.

Bestfriend, thank you for your listening EARS