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havent been myself lately ;. i've cried and cried for almost four days for now. only abg knows. Only abg. how i wish i wouldnt think of the past. how i wish i could hate you. But , no. One year had passed and everything been corrupted. Yes, u said u miss me . But where's the miss ? where's the hugs ?. I miss the friendship we had. Once , i begged , i asked for a hug . u give me a typical reason i never ever wanna hear about . too bad. im going away again. No more meeting , no more msging , no more everything. It's time. im going away. Forever. How regretful i am, i still dont know. but i Knew , that you wouldnt even care even when im gone. shyt u. Never im going to hear anything from u again. Go. just go.
Craps. To a certain somehow, watever written shyt above , u guys wont understand. watever. Things were preety tight this days. Me and abang An has been suffering to many problems. And this days , ive been closer, way way closer to abg an. Everyday, abg Teardrops came rolling down. He tried not to let it out. but he can't. Everyday , ive seen him facing so many problems , even i werent that stressful as he is. ohh abang. i love you so much.
yup. Fyi , my boyfriend and me are great. He is always there for me. b, i love you. huhu. His my everything . well not everything , but at lleast more of everything . urh. i dont really know what im talking about cos my eyes are hurting me..
tata,
if you only know how much this heart needs you ,
you wont be so pathetic as ur now.
CaD .
Hello people ! Cad is back. huhus. Again , ive been slacking at home for a few days since ive been skippig school for a few days. Yesterday , was the most very the hard momment for me to wake up for school. serious. like shit lah. Woke up at 6.50 . luckily ain wake me up. I was so damn blur. Slowly went to the toilet bath2 and then go meet ain. haha. by the time it was 7.15. It was so fucking late lah. We walk so fast, like really2 fast. Then nearby the cell station , we decided to run , since we thought that we're gonna be late and scare the OM's will caught us. Haha. We're we planning to actually "play catching"so that we wont be so obvious running towards school. haha. but we didnt do it anyway. Reach school, Ain was like blaming it all on me to candy. While candy keep on looking at the back watching me . i was like uh ? what sia?. haha. After assembly , Shift to the front for some important news, herna was like " skali pasal prom nite" and nabilah was like " Exams belum habis , prom nite apa siak". haha. i was just yaya-ing. So the Dm went up. Sekali , talk about TIME TABLE. ya eleh ! thought what only sia. haha. He's so blur sotong lah. dunnoe what to say. but its funny. serious. haha. then Mr wong , oh beloved mr wong our care taker. huhu. Talk about how to study 7 subject in 3 weeks to the express student. well , who cares. haha. i dont wanna care. After the talk , We proceed to have our P.E. Everyone was blur at the first place because we dont know whether to change or not. Then mr Ong came , and sound us. He scolded us because we didnt change. Or some worst Like SITI ZUBAIDAH never brought her P.E shirts. huhu. So , again . It's BADMINTON and everything else time ! weeeeeeee. So i played with nazreen. Haha. AT first , we were such a belo lah. Nazreen keep on smacking the racket so far2 away . Dunnoe why. irritating siak. Abg was busy RUNNING AWAY just to fine one takraw. Siak. lama siol. Huhu. At last , i played takraw . team up with syahidah and Abg. HAHA. kekeK siol. DANIAL MAZLAN was seriously irritating . Ada ke patot ke tell me im a PRO star Dunnow what olympic game? haha. busted bodoh that guy. The First round i play takraw really2 makes me laugh. Like hell. Kick wrong place lah. miss lah. maciam2. Syahidah was complaining2. Abg laugh2. Haha. The best thang , abg n syahidah always fight for center. haha. Ive become the thrower. mcm siak. haha. ok2. So bell rings, end of pE. but we still played. dont give a damn. haha. fun wooahh ! . back to class.Mdm kaur lesson. uh ! so boring. haha. Went to art class Sign N level paper. OMG !! art n level. so stress oii ! . then went back to mdm kaur class, sit with bebeh. Haha. so both of us turn around talk to nazri and herna. seriously, the talk was fun. haha. nazri keep on irritating herna and wanting to Make aqbar jealous. Oh ya, i havent told u about aqbar and herna. Well, aqbar likes herna and herna like aqbar. i guess. haha. but both just ignore each other. FUN kan ? Well, our class , really loves to make fun of the,. Seriously , they are very defending. haha. If herna gets bullied , aqbar defend. when aqbar gets bullied, herna defend. ulamak! loving couple. haha.ok2. so on that spot people were laughing and stuff esp BAI. hah! SO there starts my Fcuking Cramp. My stomach was really cramp. Serious suddenlly sia. My face change a lot. Recess time i slept in class and chemistry too. NEver knew mdm lim was so good.haha. so went history. Bai, haha. They choosed this dates , 14.24. but i said i wanna 10. cos it marvellous. so bai said she wanna change her ann to 1.??.????. haha. Cool per. Then We went home. Taking 911. Oi OI !.
Attention people. At last. the date has come. 10.09.08. im officially, u know what i meant. haha. 1.23am. How sweet kan kan ? 1.23 and 10.9.8 !. woah ! running numbers . i love him. ok. thats it. haha.
With love ,
Cad luh oi !
