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25.8.08 00:04

hola.

Ok.yesh2 i know its been a looooooooooooooooooong tyme that i didnt update my blog. sorry lah babe. Gue bz dong !. huhu. okay, this were so complicated this few days. seriously, like really2 really2 complicated lah. haha. OKAY. HIM. he was okay-okay. yes yes To my s4L sisters and the KE-POs out there. im still contacting him. still Good, well, a bit worse. haha. since he had his handphone NOT been top up until The next month, i increase my bill way way higher than usual due to too much msging. This month bill was $43.75. haha. ada mahal tak ? ya i know. i had to pay for it for myself. siak kan. luckily i save 100bucks this month which i never done it Before AT ALL for the entire journey of my life. ( i never even save $10 in a month, miracle, isnt it ?)I thought of enjoying that money for shopping stroll, but too bad sacrifice it for him. haha. Ohh well, what to do, bila orang dah rindu, dia sanggup buat apa2 untok orang tu kan. haha . tol tak ?. k,stop jiwang-ing. still got two weeks left for another bill to come. Boy, im so gonna be retarded paying the bills.
PS: Fellow, Changing my number to my old number : 82108203. From tuesday onwards. haha. Anything text jek lah eyh ? huhu. Puhlease, dont play2 with my number. Haha. My P.O.P.U.L.A.R.I.T.Y number is only restricted to my VIPs friends and mates out there. Not for Strangers. haha. OKAY2. He is a stranger too. lol.

well babe, that's the latest news.
Ohh ya , last thang , tday the first time we had a misunderstanding and "quarrel" . ohh. always remember this date. eh salah ! not tday, yesterday babe.

TERGURIS HATIku. ohh.

korang , YES OR NO ?
haha . HELEPPPPPPPPPPPPP !!.

tata Cinta,
CaD

17.8.08 22:30

babe.
Im back lah SIAK!

ok2.where am i again?

Sorry peeps for not putting up the post for last few days.
well, really went quite buzy this kind of days.
seriiously , too bz with him of course.haha. NOT ! well, i dont seem to remember what i did the last few days, ohh gosh. Now i dont have anything to tell you guys. ohh ya !! forget to tell ya.
MATHS EXAm SUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKK !. serious bodoh ! HARD like what.
eeeeeeeeeee. i hate factorisation. ok ok. i said it. i really do hate that MATHS !. hard nak mampos. the rest of the subject ok lah.

babe. nak tau something tak ? besok SCIENCE. OI OI OI !! haha. sumpah aku malas nak layan. sumpah aku ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh kan jek nagn tu paper. And , also the submition of ART paper 1. OMG. so paisey sia. maluuu . ahhh. art piece hanco woo~~~. My board still havent finish yet. thanks eh teacher. khoorkh. irritating. ok ok.

then friday, when melalak -ing !! huhu fun wooo. serious. gerek. "BUKAN AKU TAK TAHU, KAU SUDAH ADA YANG PUNYAAAAAAAAAAAAA". huhu ! mafautfut. huhu.Saturday, where was i ?. uhh. ohh. just lepak wit wal. hoho. sunday, today, WENT SHOPPING BAJU RAYA. haha.
KK. i choose colour already. One is , Green with orange, another is .... PINK. EWWWWWWWW !
haha. but ok lahh. The WHOLE family, including my nenek pakcik.. all.huhu. Semua Satu Set OI OI OI ! gaga.

babe, ive got a new anak.
ohh i miss my baby.
TEDDY BEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Hehe.
s4l, Tak kan jadi 14,16. tak kan. haha. LEBIHHH OIII.
haha.Kene menunggu ye sampai bila masanya. haha !.. harap2 raya ler. leh celebrate sama2 haha. woooooooooooooots.

i miss you lah sei. ya yoouuuu !!!!!.Sapa lagi kalau ngan kawan baru. i love my kawan baru. He means a LOT TO ME. a LOT. His everything to me. The sweetest,craziest,romantic babi hutan ! hoho.

Mw, haha. malas nak tukar babe. nanti lah aru org anuh. takda mood nohh.

Loved,
CAD CINTA SAMA DIA.

11.8.08 22:21

hello people.

so moody day.
serious.

lyke fuck lah.
everything fuck.

11.30 , shi shz called for going to library. so tired, get out of the house at 12.15. meet her and sing ee at library. draw2. shi shz got a lot of story to tell on that day. cool. chat n chat n do art n do art and they do maths and went to eat at horizon and stuff. shi shz buy new earpiece cost around $19 . Ok what ? then after that went back to library continue do stuff. then at 7pm meet shahrul at civic, went shopping with him. so sweet. he gave me $50. Syg peh pasal wooo. *hugs n kisses* shahrul. then went back around 8+. Sit down, play with anak sedara like normal. then buy food for ORANG BESAR RUMAH NI.

Entahlah. no mood. your way way different. way way... i dont know. seems like i irrtates you alot. seems like your hating me. seems like.. uhh shyt. Korang, aku rasa tak jadi uh. serious.
shi shz, stop asking about him lah. i know u really want to know about him. one thing that is in my mind is that, will you ? . or will you not ? ahh. i dont know. fuck itt. just fuckk itt. whatever it is , i still miss you. and i will still be waiting. yaya. -_-".

Still dont understand what im talking shit about ?read this, you;ll understand.

Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)
The Bottom Line
Who knew that someone's absence could make you feel so good? Don't be ashamed to breathe a sigh of relief when someone you don't like very much is not on the scene today (and may perhaps not ever bother you again). It's not like you don't wish them well, it's just that they add way too much stress to your life -- and you don't need it. You don't have to share your feelings with other people. It's not nice to talk about people who aren't around to defend themselves. Just be happy and be grateful.

Worried about that yaw. i'm really am. shyt.
tata.

10.8.08 23:01

lol.
huhu

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
haha. halo.
im back.hmms , im so confused. ok2 . lerka lerki. lerka lerki.
mana satu ni ? kiri kanan kiri kanan? ahhh stress !!! huhus.
okie2. hmms. still blogging. still chatting. still msging.
eh korang2 aku rasa kan, tak kan 14,16. Belum tentu luh boleh.
heheks.yesterday meet qida at lot 1,makan with her. lepak with cloud. 10.30pm, take mrt wanna mit shahrul . then then then... after two hours.. still there. i miss 19 trains. luckily sygku kol. haha. wahhh syg sehh. kawan baru lah babe. ainngg bai! BACA BLOG AKU EYH. haha. temankan ku for two hours menunggu shahrul. skali dah jumpa. naik cab. jumpa nana n pisz at esplanade. weeee.
torn2. haha.

then msg diaa..... ulermak touching !. miss u lah seii.
i feel in love with the Friend ! haha. miss kawan baru lah sangat2. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

dah lah malas nak crita.

8.8.08 21:55

halo people.
huhus.
sorry never update my blog.

Firstly , thanks Eh Zubadat for Your interesting post.gagagaga. Kohaja.Ye Lah, Weeee ~~ Ku tak senget. ku straight. Ok ? =) bai. Baca post aku ni hah. Baca K. huhu.

Two days ago , Si dektu nyer p.p low. haiyoh. peh susah. kecoh2 dok di sekolah.
dia kata nak top up besok , skali tunggu nyer tunggu. msg2 nyer msg. takdapape.
s.i.a.l. kohaja betol. Sedih siak member. Haiyah ! skaliii, nari dah top up , n msg. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG !! haha !! He's back. he's back. weeeeeeeeee
. PS : he's on the phone with me now !! weee. 9.30p.m.

ok3. 14..16 ? hahah. mintak request uhhh ! gagagaga.
take care.

5.8.08 17:10

huhu.
halo.

haha.
Sorry ler tak update smlm.
Sebok la.

Well2. yesterday..hmm.
Yesterday was preety normal.
Very tiring.
Well, Never knew i've been slacking and hanging around outside this few days lately until someone told me.
haha.
Oh well. Im Energetic this few days. hoho.

gosh. no mood to tell story lah.
haha.
serious. im way sleepy. way tired. And way too chronic.

Sorry ya ?
huhu.

today as usual happened.
Accidentally woke up at 6.50am.!
huhu.
Rush rush rush. Sloppy face.
walk with ain to school.
Told her everything about what happened yesterday.
& reach school.

P.E was so boring. Serious. mendak.
I wanna play takraw ! but that pe teacher wont let me play.
BADMINTON BADMINTON BADMINTON.
Sucks. At last i team up with Hafiz. Double match.
Haha. Funny Siol. "DAK DAK DAK " is the sentence which hafiz always says if he wanted to smack the racket. siakk. N then tea, ngan ALIPEPEEKKKK ! haha !
It was fun. serious.

So afterthings happened, went back to class. It's ENGLISH time.
Urhhh. Lamos. Im so upset . serious. someone make me feel so upset.
What a guy. ahhh !!!! i hate u. So, english we go through our paper 2.
I really wanna fall asleep sia. ok2. after that is ... recess. haha. Ok that is boring. after that is CHemistry which mdm lim appeard to be on Mc. so YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. at last wanna sleep. But, this DNT students is really making me sick. Rahman, Dnt student, ask me to colour n draw for him a name tavel on the first page. For intros. i was like. khoooorkhhh. So there goes.
Do do do. Until danial mazlan disturb me.lermak. peh irritating! iskkk !
he was cute n IRRITATING. "sahira tolong colorkan ". blablabla. huhu.
After that is History.haiyahhh. Only first 10 mins , get scolded from mrs chew to shut up. LERMAK. Fed up siak. MY face was red and again, my cheeks went up.
Then i kept quiet for 1/2 hours. bingit peh pasal. siakk !so. ahhh k.

After that MT, haha watch crita Bawang putih bawang merah. lermak touching doook.
hiho.after school, went to causeway eat ice kacang. haha. kecoooooooh. serious.
First they wanna go galare, than eat ice kacang. skali, reach there. all buy Meal and eat ice kacang later. gagaggaga. we played a game where anyone's who drop the middle ice , will pay $0.10 each. haha. SOoo... challeng2. Vinithat DROP IT ! haha. Weeeeee~~~! we gained $0.10 for the day. so. after that. ive have to reach home cos my KOMPANG BOYS wanna do their shirt.
Reach home. skali no one. lermak.
hhaha.
penat jek.

YA LAH ! WE still MSGING !.
haha.
My friends are so KE-PO noways. wanna know more about him. YAYAYAYA. They scold me for not planning a time to meet him. Everyone cant wait for the SPEACIAL momment. haha ! sial.
Dasar s.i.a.l. S4l members ask me to choose either 14 or 16 of the date of my SPEACIAL attachment. haha ! but how to know sia. Skali another date how ? sial2. haha. ohh imh.
serious. He really put a smile on my face everytime i remember about him. haha. ohh my.
cut it off. haha! woooots ~~~~~~~~~~~. I think we treat each other as friends. i hope one day.. it might not just be friends... gagagaga !

Ohh well, KEPOS.
ive done blogging.
Im gonna lay down n sleep now.
Yayaya. i know its a little EARLY to sleep.
But tired lah oi.

ohh crush. ur my crush. loves crush. haiya.

3.8.08 23:48

Ni gambar kite2.

ni lurh. CAP baru gue. amcm cantik ?

Big day people ! very big day. haha.

It is going to be a loong story.

trust me.

very long one..

Sorry Yesterday i never update my blog.

Cos im preety tired yaw.

ok, so what happen yesterday ?

oh ya. 9.am wake up. 10am meet aqbar at cosway link. ITS WATCHING MOVIE AND SHOPPING TIME ! hoho. Firstly , The custom was so JAMMED. 10 am in the morning u know ? wahlau.

So we waited a few minutes. and pooooof Off we go to take the bus to Malaysia custom.

Ps : aqbar didnt pay the bus fare. SIak KAN ! then then Malaysia custom was so FREE. No jam. Nothing. So Jalan2 to city Square . Waiting for Proflix(Shaemanzah). So .... Kita tunggu. Dan tunggu. No have. 2 hours we wait. Kiwek ni Eman Laki ke pompuan sia. haha. During the waiting hours , me and aqbar walk2. haha. At last 1.00pm , EMAN REACH the destination ! yes ! at last. I smack his hand, and go. 1.20, Watch the show IM NOT SINGLE. Lermek. Touching smcm. Wa tak leh angkat babe. Dasar siak, sengaja menyakitkan hati ku. EVERYTHING in the house, WAS LIME GREEN ! Everything !!!!!!! eeeeeeeeeeeee. Then jalan2. Walk2. then watch another movie. DARKNIGHT. OMG. khhoorkh boring. serious. tak paham. then entah lah. then beli cap. jalan2./

makan2 and went back. sorry short cut sikit. malas lah nak type2.

K today story.

Panjang crita. hoho. Wake up 3 msg . Satu dari chomel, satu dari shahrul dan satu lagi dari, kekasihku. haha cam paham. kawan baru ler.

Ok. hmms pagi2 dah ada morning kol. so 1.30 meet chomel gi makan sarapan at teh tarik , sambil msg2 si dektu. tgh berjalan ke teh tarik, ada kuda kepangs how. lermak fierce dok, sampai satu pompuan ni nangis sambil laki dia suroh naik atas tangga. Hoho. apa lagi, dgn malasnya aku, Kita gi lah makan. Bought nasi ayam. And Milo dinosaur. Chomel was really crazy haha. Ok2. then after that, went home. So my Brother and aunt palying "Carum" atau corrum. alah The big board 4 sided. Play with bulat2 thing. aiyah ! dunnow. And still Msging him. Haha. entahlah bila nak stop msg pun aku tak tahu. Play Pool. Gerek uh. Kenal2 ngan new friend, his name is rizal. haha funny sia, that time we play tag team so kita OSOM, and then i get tp partner with him. Haha. busted sia him , help other team. setan! haha. Ok ok. Serious, iT was the worst GAME i ever played in my whole entire life of playing pool. serious, im like a NOOB. gosh malu lah saya. haha. after that around 7+ meet Cousin's family and play bowling. Since Csc bukit batok FULL house, we decided to go taman JURONG. N still msging him. haha. went inside the caB, We tell the destination. The uncle was so friendly. Sorry, TOO friendly, haha. so so so, he called. haha. breathless siol. First time encounter that time. Lagi malu sia in front of my cousin n brother. So it was a little bit cranky. I cant hear what he's saying. The Stupid connection LAH ! lermak. Buat diriku mcm pekak gitu. While he was talking , my cousins and driver was making noises. So cant hear that much. Skali the uncle say : Lermak this girl very bz like Businesswomen like dat. Haha. While the person on the phone was talking to me. so went KAN-CHIONG-KIa. Blur already. ohh ya, he always said nothing.haha.Hmms. Then, get out the taxi, trying to hear what he said. n ... Kita berbual lah. So sampai Tempat bowling , It WAS LOUD. again. lermak mcm2 siak prangai. Takda PEACE betol. haha. We were like 'AH ?" "Apa DIE" and i remeber he accidentally (i dont know wheter its real or not) said "apa dia mrepek ni?". haha. So, Went offline with him and started playing BOWLING. trust me, is the awful day of the entire life. Everything was crap and fun. HAHA ! Mrepek2 mraban sia my cousins + me and brother + cousin parents.Makan the long2 thing, apa tu ? ntah lah. Eh , NOT THE OTHER LONG ONE. haha. and as for me sebelum masok gelanggang untuk baling bola kat tempat bodoh tu, i shuffle. haha. semangat siak. mrepek serious. oh ya . i remeber that time we my two cousin eating the very long thin sweet and i happene to passed by them. so satu2 ngah gigit. and i tarik the extra long2 sweet that hang in their mouth. tarik,terputus, makan. haha. we all laugh. gaga. and still msging him. after that, makan mcdonald. maseh msg lagi. then naik mrt. and reach home. and masih msg lagi. well, now dah tk msg lagi. dia dah khooorkh. huhu. ok2. Me with mui cousins ^. gambar ya.

i still had a crush on my crush.

1.8.08 18:50

chakk !
Babe. im back.

Well, i think im getting regular and more regular in updating blogs.
hoho.So Dont forget to read my blog everytime you visit me!

so babe , here it goes.
today , Still the same.
Hmms.

At school , fyuh kecohrable.
School started at 7.30 as usual, sing Singapore song and pledge.blabla..
Then There's this thing which i dont know wheter it is a presentation nor and event or showcase.

There's this two idiotic fellow. erms , both from sec one.
It was actual a Prize presentation.
But it become so mixed up until all of us dont even know what's going on.

Ok2 , continue.
This two bunch of ladies ( arhh , maybe just kids) was the Mc of the prize presentation where they had to talk n welcome the prinicipal n stuff. Ohh ya. plus this sec 4 (so ashamed of her) was in the story to.

So , Starting to welcome US only , Technical problem , the screen wont turn on ! Lermak.
So , it's been like minutes, and minutes waiting for that thing to RETURN back ALIVE.
So we talk , n chat, n laugh. N get scolded by Mr philip for making noises. Okayy. that was Tragic. after a Longggg 10 minutes waiting with all of my schoolmates butt asses down the painful floor , the screen turn on ! weee ~! Ahah. And here's the best part . Both of that kids started pushing the microphone to each other to say the first sentence , on STAGE ! omg.
We can even hear the echo said ' Eh kau ckplah !' and another girl said ' tak nak lah , kau ckp aku malu'. haha ! After fighthing at last one of them stood up n Say the openong speech. So presentation starts and both of the girls dont know what they are saying. They said ; first price , class 1d. But where's the principal ? haha ! they did not invite any teacher on stage to shake hand to the winners! oohh boy, here comes grace. She comes up the stage n scolded the two kids. she said " What are you doing ? you dont even invite mr's yap ( principal) to come on stage.". again. i heard it at echO. Only sec 4 heard that. Then grace went back downstage. And the two little kids went bluur. like really2 blur. So they KAN-CHIONG-KIA. they Invite mrs yap like this " Mrs yap pls come on stage " So, we clap while that pricipal reach toward the stage.
And you all know what happen ? Mr YAP says " this one is what ah ? what is this about ? Reading prize giving issit ?" HAHA !. Everyone was soooo fucking laughing !. Serious. Even our principal dont even know what the two kids are talking about.Omg. Jatohh boy !
the rest was Serious fucking laughter. NISHA Laughed So loud in some parts which i cannot remember. it was the first time i ever seen her laugh. So cute ! Then , after that, Si VP naik pentas.Dia bunyiii lagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.i seriously dont want to talk about it. Ok2.

So after that it's art, art was fine.ok2 la.Went to come lab. Do our board.
Hoho.seriously, my board sucks.

Then come maths, touching. We watch this movie the giridion Gang. Which i had seen that movie many times. hoho. i watch it and i cried. awwwwwwwwwwwww. touching sia that sorry. caroline was seriously crying. she is trying to control her sadness. haha !

So after that history. was ok though.

And then art again stayback.
that Crazy teacher let us wait for more than 1/2 hours outside the classroom.
So apa lagi. SPRAYYYING TIME !.
The whole class was playing spray2.
You know the spray for ironing your clothes ?
ya that one. haha.

The whole corridor was full of water.
Sing ee was so wet.
Fir was GIAN.
dewen was lauging.
caroline was flirting.
i was sitting.
vinitha was seeing.
Wahidah was calling.
Farahan n zul was missing.
Bebeh was looking.
Shi shz was acting cute.
Nablilah was just hearing.

haha. then 5.30 pack up.
MsG ain As to go back together.
Skali. SHe's at home DAH !
lermak.
Then come home. rest.
haha

k that's all. wahhh panjang nah crita ku.

i think i had a crush on someone.