30.6.08 22:03
Yah.
Feelings so weird this kind of days.
Gosh.
Since everything happens so fast,
I cant seem to see what really pass by.
Without notice , mummy called and scold me for no reason.
She said she didnt see me studying at home.
Infact, she keep on complaining about me hanging around with my friends.
Gosh.
She knows i can't study at home.
Still have the cheek to say i never buy any revision book.
OH common ! i have.
I even done a few chapters.
What's wrong going out on the weekend,
She herself said " if you wanna go out, go out on weekends"
Then why must she nagged for ?
She even threaten me and said " if you keep on continuing With ur results like this , there's no Allowance for you"
WTF.
If people are already stupid, What can you do?
IF you stare at the book for the whole day and nothing goes inside ur mind , what's the point.
OHh she said " doesnt mean ur going ITE doesnt mean u dont study"
OHHH.
Now she knows how stupid i am.
IF i am stupid, than wat for forcing me ?
BEcause she HAS NO FACE when Her friend ask her About me ?
Common.
Just because SHe wanted me TO BE THE BEST( which i dont even wanna care) doesnt mean She could threaten me.
OHH, no allowance, NO FOOD, No STUDY lah.
WHo cares.
If she want to make that thing right up to her face oh yeah i will.
i dont give a damn about study , about allowance.
&&& Doesnt mean THAT Watermelon idiot fucking Husband of hers says ; she must follow.
Gosh. EVer since that fucker Come home, (which is soo irritating) , Everything is in a mess.
HE's aint cool. FUck. Who cares he's my dad.Im not going to accept him at all. His my biggest enemy and i wont respect that. Shyt.
she went back home, WIth Her ****** . No reaction. Shout my name. Fuck.
Tell me , would u be angry if your mum just nagged at you ?
of course.
My face was FUCKINg red that tyme , i dont seem to care about them.
I went out, Salams My mum, ( dont even think about salam that ******)
And went straight to my room,
And While i was typing This Post,Mum went in and scold me again.
She asked what i am doing. I Talk in a soft tone , i said BLOGGING.
then she said to clean up My room.
Okay ive done that.
then she said to clean up the OTHER Room.
I was like WTF.
So whatever shyt.
I went in.Pack all the thangs and put into my room.
ANd then That ****** came in,
He said " OHH NVM , tomorrow i shift that for YOU"
that i ignore and continued my STuff.
Then He asked me " Whats wrong with you?"
I said nothing. just ignored again.
Then that MOTHER OF MINE said " U c her face , when we come home, Not even a smile on her face , NEXT TIME, if you got OUSTIDE problems better DONT HANG AROUND ANYMORE."
I was WTF, She's the One WHo is THE PROBLEM and blamed Something STUPID.
WHat the hell.
I was too frustated at that time , I said , the problem is not them , ITS U .
And then that ****** say, "what problems u have with ur mom? U went out the whole day, Never do anything, Somnetimes never come home . What else u wanna say ?"
LIAR. I cooked for that ****** just for the sake of THE MOTHER OF MINE. i do everything befor i go out.
SO what if i go out. IT's WEEKEND Asshole.
DOnt even understand what's weekend is ?
I never come home WHY ?
Becos i slept at my GRANDMA's house.
OHHH, FOR ONE DAY, IT's A BIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGGGGG deal for him.
OHH, maybe he just dont seem to understand that I DONT EVEN LIKE HIm.
I wass so feedup until i ignored everything from the background.
ANd then He shouted " WHICH FRIENDS TEACH YOU TO BECOME LIKE THIS ?"
OHHH., Not any friend MR *******. its U.
SO ignored2. * I was bz singing songs inside my brain.
And then he went away,
good.
I lock my door.
PEACEFUL.
Now that PARENTS are FIghthing with each other
ohhh who cares,
They wanted it their way.
up to them.
i dont even give a damn.
good.
What a day.
Sucker.
ok gtg.
