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Ok there goes 1 more day to my birthday.
Yeah seems quite bored celebrating without anyone by my side.
Without anyone who share the love with me.
Without anyone whom will kiss me n say i love you.
Without anyone who will hug me just the way i like.
Without anyone who will kiss me in my lips to make me comfortable with.

No one.

I don't really feel like celebrating it.
Im just lonely.
Lonely for everyone to notice it.
I miss the outgoing,happy,comfortable me.
All it happen because of love.
Love, a painful memories to forget.
Love, a Lie which can't be seen.
And Love, Makes people cry everytime..
That's My Love.
A love which have memories in it but having a great bunch of lies,and it makes me cry.

Love will never happen when it doesnt come with two hearts.
But it will happen when the two hearts are joined together
To become one true Love.

If i had just One wish,I would like to have a lover, which really understand the beauty of love and the beauty Of my heart. Because, When he knows it, He will Fufill It..And he will make Me cherishh it.

Even though im a pain in the ass.
But still, My heart is soft like a tissue..
When im heartbroken..
Nothing can be recovered.
Only tears will follow me..
Only Tears.
No laughs. No Smiles.

Lets just start with...

I MISS BLACKBOY =(

MY SUNSHINE =)
MY love..

What MAkes me brighten up everyday?
What makes me feel so Happy everyday..?

BLACKBOY.

The named i called him.
The ONLY him that brighten my Lights UP.

Ooooooohhhhh...
Im So CraZyy Over YoU..

But i know it wouldn't Happened.
So, I've Got To ShiOOk seNdirii...

HuHUs..

Who's BLACKBOY....???

YOULL NEVA goNna KnoW it.
And im NOt TELLING YA.
So SEARCH BLACKBOY ON YOUR OWN..

PS: BLACKBOY IS MINE! If i SeE Any OF u BiTcheS
F.L.I.R.T.I.N.G With my Blackboy.. Ohhh.. Youre sure Gonna get the mOst Worst Thang in Ur LIFE!

CaD Sygggg blackboy.

yeah..
Tell me about it.
Things Really damn suck.
Going around the 'world', all i realise that people are talking all about ME,ME and again ME.
Fuh.YOO.
Yes i change, i know.
Yes Im trying my best to change.
Yes whatever i do is always hurting ur feelings.
Yes i Hurt u so much until u hurt me back.
Yes im a sickening girl which doesnt realise my mistake.
Yes im the girl who thinks that I AM ME.
Yes im the farking bitch that U actually said NO.
Yes u said sorry after u hurt my feelings.
Yes u said u dont intend to hurt mr
Yes u said u miss me for just a day.

But i dont think so..
because i know that its not.
Tell You a'll what,
I may not be the old me.
But i know that no matter what im still me.
Not hurting anyone..
Well, if i hurt u, SoRRY.
But ive change.
And if u cant accept me the way i am now,
Then better dont hangout with me.
I May be alone not talking to anyone,
But i know that i am me.
And nothing cant change that.
I only change my character..
and nothing else.
Cos i dont fuck people, i dont beat people.
THE END.

Well,Been A long time, i mean, a few decades, i never write any post in the blogs.
many things to be said, many stuff to be done. stuff is sooo way complicated between this months. And its hurts a LOT. WAY WAY WAYYY LOTS.

Firstly, 16th september, cad & ash officially broke up.And NEVER PATCH BACK.
And that's Sad,because I never want it to happen. But already happen,So just go with the Flow. Now we become Sister's. Which i dont intend to call her "sis". Yeah,watever.

Leading a simple life, A single Life. Too Much distractions everyday.
I became more weird and more fierce in any way. This month, drink liquor, My First bottle,DEVILS,. Starting to Steal stuff at Shops. I dont revise on my exams.
instead i just Make a hack care about it. When doing my paper,i Skip questions which i dont bother. I cant believe i become Sooo ????? Gosh, this the worst thang. My parents usually nag at me, wash the dishes and stuff. uhhh..Like wat the hell.

Maybe I become all this "Shit" .. Because of ash. Narhs, i dont know. Head spinning,everytime i close my eyes, its hym HYm HYM. so Anmoyed with his face. hahaks. Well, I don't love him anymore for now, but i Care,miss him.
But now im wayy too relax. After few weeks, i learn how to grow up to be a single person again. yeah thanks to my friends. they cheered me up..

For now, Friends are way too important for me, cos, i need to build up my stratergy being a single girl. Life can be sux at times, but when u get use to it, nothing will bother u. All i learn from LOVE is that, Love has MORE lies than Being truthful. If u even tell ur lovers what happen and u dont want him to get angry with ya, no used of telling. Cos, ur Own lover Will still lie to u no matter how much they love u.

And the last thang i will mention is.. just be urslef. Dont need to act,because people judge u.
Judge u for the wright thang...

*CaD**DiEs**NyET*